To be brave is to love someone unconditionally and not to expect anything in return. To just give that takes courage as we don't wish to fall on our faces or leave ourselves open to hurt.
I wrote this on my blog 2 years ago when I first started blogging and two years down the road as I re-read it, I find it so true.... Am indeed a brave heart eversince my younger days, I have been exposing myself to these hurt as I always love unconditionally...Guess somehow it has become a emotionally draining experience and the older I get, the more frighten I become... Am no longer the same gal who can give unconditonally (but i still try)... Not that I am asking for anything in return but am definitely more vulnerable than I was before... I have fallen flat on my face and I am open to the hurtful words, acts and deeds these recent months .. The major irony is about to happen.. despite the fear, I believe I still choose to give... To me, it's simple.. i do not need to receive what i have given, all i need is a simple affirmation; a returning smile or even a simple thank you and that would be sufficient to put me on cloud 9.... Please, please, please don't take me for granted......
Imagine being in a bottomless sand pit and all you see is sand being piled onto you day after day... You long to escape this dreadful predicament and you try your utmost best to climb out of it but to not much avil. Not only are your knuckles and knees badly bruised in your attempts to properl youself out , your shouts are muffled and your voice has turned hoarse from all the shoutings..... But no matter what, the sand just keeps coming down, engulfing you with nobody giving two hoots about it....
I wish someone can hear me; my pleas, my screams and my cries.... Maybe I should just stop trying and come what may..............
GLAMOUR SHOP
Quotes For Thoughts
#1 Friendship is certainly the finest balm for the pangs of disappointed love.
#2 To be brave is to love someone unconditionally, without expecting anything in return. To just give, that takes courage, because we don't want to fall on our faces or leave ourselves open to hurt.
#3 Life is just a mirror, and what you see out there, you must first see inside of you.
#4 Only I can change my life. No one can do it for me.
#5 Happiness is nothing more than good health and a bad memory!
THE GLAMOUR GIRL
Yanting
15th Jan
age is a secret; for me to know, for you to find out
Institutions that contributed to the present me:
#1 Tung Ling Kindergarten
#2 Haig Girls Pri
#3 Tanjong Katong Girls School
#4 NUS
#5 NTU
HER LIKES
- SHOPPING
- Enjoys being with her friends who brighten up her life and heartens her soul
- Loves food but picky about what she eats and who she eats with
- Reading is a definite mus
- Music ranging from Chinese Pop to Classical (PS/ simply adores Jay Chou
-Plays, movies and basically anything artsy intrigues her
- Karaoke!
- The sun, sand & sea
WISHES
- All my lovable darlings to pass their exams with flying colours and may they realise all their dreams and wishes
-For all around me to be happy and live life to the fullest!!! :)
-The reunification of the puffs real soon... miss the times we spend together and the tons of silly things we do... :(