Just got home after coffee with the puffs... i really treasure each and every minute that i have with them... laughed till our sides ached when we were having a rather animated discussion about our school songs and school uniforms... realised that most of us have either forgotten how to sing our school songs or half of it would be forgotten or jumbled up...
Anyway, their company was all i needed to jazz up the day after a long and agonising time in school.. My throat hurts to the core... just had to round up my lesson with a shouting match with one of the boys from 4/8 just minutes before the end of the lesson all for something that was none of his concern... Sometimes, i really feel that i am the student and my students are the teachers. They can show me their black faces and shower me with their rebutals whenever they want to, and i have to always defend myself? What has happened to the respect that students used to give to their teachers? So what if i am a woman? Other than being different biologically, I don't think i am any different from the teachers that wear pants! Am not someone who demands to be respected but at least i think i have respected my students in class to the best of my ability... Please, don't expect me to be nice, kind and gentle when u can't even show me the basic sense of manners and responsibility!!!! There is a limit to my patience and not anyone in the world can give continueously without receiving! Sometimes, i really think you guys are selfish and self centred.. have you ever spared a thought to your friends who seriously and genuinely wants to study? What have i to say? Think at this point in time, i can only say.. to those who want to give up, i am speechless.. but to those who still has the fire burning in them.. DON'T GIVE UP!!!! I AM ALWAYS BEHIND YOU!!!!! FIGHT!!!! :)
Felt kind of hurt during PC lesson... Was just answering somebody's question on whether i had any boyfriends and i said no... Then came a voice in answer to my answer... "we all can see why." Well, i never said i was pretty, in fact, i feel like i am rather ugly. It's just that i have transcend beyond the looks and focus on the other aspect known as inner beauty. So what if i have no boyfriend, it does not make me one bit less normal! If i ever find a boyfriend, good. If not, am happy just to hang out with all my buddies..
Am sorry for losing my temper at 3/9 and of course, it was partly because of their indifference and responsibility shrieking that i lost my cool(again).. I know you guys want to see the old Ms Leow, but i have not changed... just that i have become a bit stricter and it is ALL for your good.... Being a teacher is a draining job and i really pray to God for the strength to do the right things and curb my temper... Am not an exceptionally holy person but i do believe in the existance of God.... especially when i can't seem to handle it... Let Go, Let God...
To be honest, my choir members never fail to make me smile... Their enthusiasm readily brightens my day and i can sense their love for the CCA whenever i bump into them along the corridor.. You guys defnitely make my life in BV more bearable... hehe :) Whenever i see your lovely smiles and how you look so excited to see me each and every time, just refills my jars of love that i so need to carry through my days but the sad thing is.... it is fast depleting and i can't seem to fill it up at an equivalent speed.... :( To each and every single lovable members of my BV Choir, thanks for all the beautiful memories that you have given me... i know i might not be the perfect teacher in charge but am trying to learn.. thanks for bearing with me!
GLAMOUR SHOP
Quotes For Thoughts
#1 Friendship is certainly the finest balm for the pangs of disappointed love.
#2 To be brave is to love someone unconditionally, without expecting anything in return. To just give, that takes courage, because we don't want to fall on our faces or leave ourselves open to hurt.
#3 Life is just a mirror, and what you see out there, you must first see inside of you.
#4 Only I can change my life. No one can do it for me.
#5 Happiness is nothing more than good health and a bad memory!
THE GLAMOUR GIRL
Yanting
15th Jan
age is a secret; for me to know, for you to find out
Institutions that contributed to the present me:
#1 Tung Ling Kindergarten
#2 Haig Girls Pri
#3 Tanjong Katong Girls School
#4 NUS
#5 NTU
HER LIKES
- SHOPPING
- Enjoys being with her friends who brighten up her life and heartens her soul
- Loves food but picky about what she eats and who she eats with
- Reading is a definite mus
- Music ranging from Chinese Pop to Classical (PS/ simply adores Jay Chou
-Plays, movies and basically anything artsy intrigues her
- Karaoke!
- The sun, sand & sea
WISHES
- All my lovable darlings to pass their exams with flying colours and may they realise all their dreams and wishes
-For all around me to be happy and live life to the fullest!!! :)
-The reunification of the puffs real soon... miss the times we spend together and the tons of silly things we do... :(