Have lots to write but i simply had no time to do so... Bid Fen goodbye last week...had a last round of coffee with the puffs at the Cheese Cake Cafe.. would be until Dec before our powers re-unite again... Had lots to say to her but somehow i think words seem to get really cumbersome... and I just don't know how to express your thoughts and get ideas across.... I have experienced this feeling gezillion times.. wonder if anyone have felt the same way.. What an irony, i thought words were suppose to aid communication.. but i guess not... Thank God, I still have dear old Mich... without her, i think my life would have lost its equillibrium. I call her Dr Tan, coz when I need real advice and not those laced with sugar and cream, i can always count on her!
Lessons went on relatively fine, nothing much to complain about..... All my darling classes were in the same state... no improvements, no deprovement.. so is that a call for celebration? Humans always crave for more, i really hope that all my darlings and dearies can buck up and live up to their true capacity... I know change needs time.. so i am being very patient here... Show me your true abilities ok!!! :) Just to add on.. i was scolded this morning by one of my "darlings" from 3N9... the smart fellow decided to use a vulgarity on me.. I did not want to get onto a confrontational mode, and so I decided to let it rest.... I felt that the comment was really uncalled for.. the only reason why I changed your seat was because you SIMPLY REFUSE to stop talking!!!! So before you blame or scold anyone for your own misgivings, please examine and re-examine your own behaviour... As usual, my beloved 3T11 was quiet and trying to pay attention.. :) You guys can be better!!! Keep trying okie!
Met Kent along the corridor and told him that I owe my choir members an explanation for disappearing midway through the BBQ last sat... So here it goes.. I have several people who are really curious about my "love life"... I have never dated anyone before and let me clarify at this juncture that I am not a lesbian(before anybody asks me that question again.. I know i look like one haha!!) However, there are guys that i have liked.. and the person who had the ability to make me walk out from the BBQ was one of them(believe it or not, my friends laughs at me coz i still like him till today haha!).. Met him when I was 20 during my freshman's year while helping my aunt out in her company in the year 1999 and he was a 25 years old young executive fresh from NUS.... We had some chemistry back then but that kind of fizzled because of some comments that I made and am not going to elaborate coz i don't wish to be reminded of my mistakes.. 6 years have passed and things have changed...Now he is a pilot with SIA, while i am now now a General Education Officer with the MOE.... What's more, he will be getting married at the end of the year... Well, he is a chapter in my life and finally there is a closure... I am really glad that he still remembers me and made an effort to meet up. I doubt he would ever get a chance to read this but I just want to say," CK, it was really great seeing you again....all the best and may you be blissfully married!:p If you ever decide to go into the shoe business, remember me haha!" Hmm... Ouch..it hurts... of course i feel a tinge of sadness that he is getting married as that means one more eligible bachelor has been taken but i am also happy that he has found someone he wants to be with, to have and to hold for the rest of his life!! Morale of the story, "If you like someone, let him go, if he ever returns, you are destined to be together. If he doesn't, he never was yours to begin with..." Ok, enough written, I think this is another bit of info that you know about me now and don't go spreading it like wild fire haha! Anyway, Mic, thanks for being there... I know we didn't talk much about it that night but your companionship was all that mattered... :)
GLAMOUR SHOP
Quotes For Thoughts
#1 Friendship is certainly the finest balm for the pangs of disappointed love.
#2 To be brave is to love someone unconditionally, without expecting anything in return. To just give, that takes courage, because we don't want to fall on our faces or leave ourselves open to hurt.
#3 Life is just a mirror, and what you see out there, you must first see inside of you.
#4 Only I can change my life. No one can do it for me.
#5 Happiness is nothing more than good health and a bad memory!
THE GLAMOUR GIRL
Yanting
15th Jan
age is a secret; for me to know, for you to find out
Institutions that contributed to the present me:
#1 Tung Ling Kindergarten
#2 Haig Girls Pri
#3 Tanjong Katong Girls School
#4 NUS
#5 NTU
HER LIKES
- SHOPPING
- Enjoys being with her friends who brighten up her life and heartens her soul
- Loves food but picky about what she eats and who she eats with
- Reading is a definite mus
- Music ranging from Chinese Pop to Classical (PS/ simply adores Jay Chou
-Plays, movies and basically anything artsy intrigues her
- Karaoke!
- The sun, sand & sea
WISHES
- All my lovable darlings to pass their exams with flying colours and may they realise all their dreams and wishes
-For all around me to be happy and live life to the fullest!!! :)
-The reunification of the puffs real soon... miss the times we spend together and the tons of silly things we do... :(